Friday, April 11, 2008

Working Bitch


I pause. I am silent. I think.

What is it that I do?

I mean about work. What do I really do? Who I really am? Which level do I belong?

One thing is certain though. I am not doing the job I was hired to do.

Can't say I'm not happy. The payoff has been more than expected.

But I can't say Im happy either. I work the work of about 3 or 4 people. Then I get paid for the head of 1.

At times I wonder and at times I feel nonchalant about it. But now I have learned to laugh about it.

Not because it is funny.

But because I have no other feelings to use.

Can't complain now though. Too early still. The power lies to the those who are patient. Manny has taught me about emotional quotient. I am not about to be failure on this field.

For as long as I do the task at hand and continue to bitch around, I guess I'll be fine.

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