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I pause. I am silent. I think.
What is it that I do?
I mean about work. What do I really do? Who I really am? Which level do I belong?
One thing is certain though. I am not doing the job I was hired to do.
Can't say I'm not happy. The payoff has been more than expected.
But I can't say Im happy either. I work the work of about 3 or 4 people. Then I get paid for the head of 1.
At times I wonder and at times I feel nonchalant about it. But now I have learned to laugh about it.
Not because it is funny.
But because I have no other feelings to use.
Can't complain now though. Too early still. The power lies to the those who are patient. Manny has taught me about emotional quotient. I am not about to be failure on this field.
For as long as I do the task at hand and continue to bitch around, I guess I'll be fine.
What is it that I do?
I mean about work. What do I really do? Who I really am? Which level do I belong?
One thing is certain though. I am not doing the job I was hired to do.
Can't say I'm not happy. The payoff has been more than expected.
But I can't say Im happy either. I work the work of about 3 or 4 people. Then I get paid for the head of 1.
At times I wonder and at times I feel nonchalant about it. But now I have learned to laugh about it.
Not because it is funny.
But because I have no other feelings to use.
Can't complain now though. Too early still. The power lies to the those who are patient. Manny has taught me about emotional quotient. I am not about to be failure on this field.
For as long as I do the task at hand and continue to bitch around, I guess I'll be fine.
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