Suck it all Up

I woke up today and went to work. But all my nerves and all tiny cells of my soul where left at home.

Gawd, I am so freakin' tired.

Tired. Sleepy. And feeling sick.

Had an episode with my heart disease last night. Hyperventilating without end. About 10 to 20 mins. Had to cry it out to finally let it out.

And just as quickly as it came, it was lost like it never came.

And the aftermath of it all is being felt today.

Now I am so f**cking tired.

Really really tired.

I would pay a million to my boss to let me stay home today.

But I can't.

Because we have a meeting today.

And I dont have my million yet.

Sigh.

Work really sucks every so often.